February 2012
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Fuck it all and fucking no regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
Medallion noose, I hang myself
St. Anger around my neck
I feel my world shake
Like and earthquake
Hard to see clear
Is it me?
Is it fear?
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avengedsandrafold:
It’s a lot easier to pretend that I don’t have any feelings than to seem vulnerable.
I do this everyday.
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DEAL WITH IT!!!
Badass spider is badass.
January 2012
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The Moment You Find Out Corbin Will NOT Be Your...
caguimbalmovement:
SAD FACE…………………………………………………………………………………….
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
I don’t know this feeling…
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Cold Wind Blows
Protip minor SPOILER about Dragon Tattoo, So I watched The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo yesterday, and besides for the rape and sex, it was a great film. But the ending of the film sucked… Not that it was horrible “sucks”, but when you can actually connect to what the character is going through at that moment. The character Lisbeth Salander is the lead character that the title of...
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Sonny: What am I supposed to do now?
Madea: Get up and go on with your life....
– Meadea (Madea goes to Jail)
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December 2011
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1000 times goodbye
“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us…” that is from A Tale of Two Cities and...
Anonymous asked: There's absolutely nothing wrong about community colleges. You think you feel inferior? Why? You know you're going to transfer out to a good school anyway. You're probably headed off to a UC in a year in a half and you'll graduate with a great GPA. I'd rather transfer out to an awesome school than stay at an average school for four years. It doesn't matter where you...
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The truth about being a junior college student
When people complain about being bored when being back home for a few weeks…You know how it feels whenever I see posts about “oh having so much fun at university of ______”? It feels like shit… The utmost feeling of worthlessness and wasted potential in knowing that I, I fucked up. You may bitch about being stuck in a small town for a few weeks, but it’s worse when...
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But it aint about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit...
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Diary of a Madman
Turns out I still have alot to work on for my research paper… I wish I hadn’t thrown away the notes I wrote for it months ago — the whole paper is a rewrite of my term paper for AP govt, but it’s just as difficult as writing it the first time. I’m going crazy slowly but surely because of all the finals I have. Sure I can do it, but is my sanity really worth it at the...
a bukowski a day: 29112011 / gamblers all →
abukowskiaday:
sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside remembering all the times you’ve felt that way, and you walk to the bathroom, do your toilet, see that face in the mirror, oh my oh my oh my, but you comb your hair anyway, get into your…
Sense… this makes alot
November 2011
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Time
My life has radically changed in a period of 5 months… ‘Out of the frying pan, and into the fire’ is what they all say right? Going out of high school; enjoying a summer with whoever you feel like; being forced to end a friendship; saying farewell to people going off to a 4yr college while I’m stuck at a community; meeting new people and friends; struggling to survive...
October 2011
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Fly on little wing...
I hate being able to see someone for a brief time… It sucks ass, and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it. You wish the time would last longer but you really know it can’t. So doing as much as possible in the short time is essential, for you don’t know when you’ll see them again. Yeah sure I’ll be saddened by their absence, but I know i’ll see them...
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lizmango:
realitynot:
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lizmango:
I’m having a meltdown.
Just breathe
I can’t. It’s like my chest hurts.
I know it don’t seem like it, but you will be fine. Sure it seems rough sometimes in life, hell I think that alot, but the world can’t beat you. You are awesome, even if ya don’t wanna admit it. Youre a good person in hard times, but still fucking...
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realitynot:
lizmango:
I’m having a meltdown.
Just breathe
I can’t. It’s like my chest hurts.
(try this) close your eyes and focus/think only on your breathing. And try to take deep breaths.